He had said the mission would be a way to work out that dysfunction For a long time, you thought the Captains threat was empty. However during those years together, every time Bucky went on a mission longer than a weekend, you drove everyone crazy. She asked you to save her, she begged and sobbed. Step two; Scott. Little Steve will be there too along with the reader. All set in the time around about the 1940's, along with Winning the Lottery is a dream shared by most people, but your idea of how to spend the money is quite different than everyone else. Cmon, wake up! Sam cringed and covered his face with his pillow more, pressing it against his face to try to make the noise stop. Why had that happened? But nevertheless you stumbled out of the comfortable warmth that was your bed and headed for the door of your apartment. Whatre you doing? You threw the question back at him. Most of the time you tuned it out, it was easy when it was that soft and quiet. Like watched football, watched a scary movie, went to a Halloween party, you know? He deepened the kiss and bit your bottom lip, smiling smugly against your lips when your hold on him tightened and you released a low groan, burying your fingers in his hair and tugging lightly, eliciting a similar response. For some reason, he took it as the end to the conversation and moved to go around you. Whoa, I havent seen her, what happened? Steve sat up in bed, suddenly wide awake at the urgency in Buckys voice. Pulling back you take a quick look into the mirror beside the door and shake the flour out of your hair. It was rare to have everybody home for a meal. Then what is the company he is CEO of? You asked inquisitively. Of course, it wasnt like you were completely happy about moving out across, There were three loud raps at your door. Whether it was just an innocent fleeting thought when Steve would tell you about the dates back in the 40s or a genuine curiosity brought on after spending an entire evening with him while trying to recover a stubborn memory, or even when you would walk past his room in the middle of the night to find the door ajar and him on the edge of the bed with his face in his hands, pounding his fists against his head and repeating his own name. His confidence is shattered, and it's up to you to show him that he is still the man he was before the accident. Wait no, we should go there for lunch, yeah lunch is better! At first it hurt, and some days I felt like I was drowning in pain and regret, and that the waves of emotions never seemed to stop. I tried to remember most of what I said though. Wouldnt you like to know., Thought that was the answer I would get. Tony chuckled. Let me blow up this house tonight! You jumped up and down, swinging your arms around and doing all sorts of weird dance moves. I hate you!' Read Tree Saver || Bucky Barnes from the story 12 Days of Christmas || Seb and Chris One Shots by just-a-writer-and (Mai) with 906 reads. cass, 24, she/her, usa reader graphic designer by day, writer and reader by night mainly a marvel blog ask is always open, requests are currently: OPEN, please submit a request :), Undercovers (Bucky Barnes x Reader) - Part 1, off to an interesting start Im here for it! The hand that held you up was getting clammy, eventually, youd slip and fall, but you held on, waiting for the right moment. The first is that you are completely out of his son's league and the second is that Bucky's going to make you his. His hands left the desk and gripped your hips, slowly lowering until with one swift movement he pulled you up and set you on the desk, his hands lingering on the back of your thighs before travelling upwards, under your t-shirt. Clint stood next to Steve, glaring at you as you dug through the box and only ate the marshmallows. She is., You sighed happily, and smiled brightly. Its settled then! You went back to painting your nails. Under a table in the lab, in one of my cars, the bathtub, the laundry room, Steve once found her in a coat closet. Your bangs were sticking up from behind the headband. I guess one could say you were the type of person that trusted quickly, and . A forbidden relationship starts and even though you know it's wrong, you just can't help it. Tony hardly said a word and only motioned for Bucky to follow him. Was it a big deal to get something to drink in the middle of the night? Lets go to breakfast! Bucky reached out for your wrist, slowly to not startle you. He picked up your hand from your side easily. You were on the top of a tall building. Its not like you were a bother, or a pain to the other Avengers, you were annoying in a cute way. And for some reason. Bucky Barnes x Reader. A sloppy, cheeky grin plastered on his face as he took a large step forward. Run, squat, jump, shoot, suffocate, lets go!. Did they have people who loved them, or were they alone? You, Bucky and Natasha were lounging in the living room one afternoon. It was the best choice you ever made. It had started when he first moved in, there was just something about him that made you attracted. Really? Oh and lover boys engaged.. 5:00am my ass!. Also, love how you brought the mission together!! Please give a like, reply, or reblog for more You sighed deeply and flashed a final bright smile, before you turned around and walked swiftly out of the cafe. But that was the Winter Soldier, and Bucky was not him. Signs: *** indicate (Bucky)'s perspective. Hope you guys like it! You all do it with each other, mostly when youre teasing one about a crush or just trying to confuse the other Avengers for the hell of it. Work Search: This blog fully supports Iron Man! She knew you would drag Bucky into your Fall extravaganza. Well, where are you off to this time?, You took the final sip of your latte and smirked. When you over hear a heated argument between Bucky's then girlfriend the two of you become pretty close afterwards and leads you on a rollercoaster of pain and pleasure Y/N Ivanova has had a rough life. Theres been a slight change in plans. Something flickered in his eyes and you searched his face, knowing that this time he was really listening by the way his hold on you loosened slightly. Steve clicked off his phone and smirked at his best friend, one eyebrow twitched into an upward stance. That is what scared Bucky the most. Dont regret not saving the one when you saved all the others. Bucky just watched as the two of you conversed, he didnt speak and only watched in an awe of silence. me: ahaha. You looked like how you did every night, after you went to your room for the night and no one else saw you until morning. collection of reader one shots also posted on my Wattpad. You thought about kissing Bucky before. You were not a shy person, you were not a nervous person. Take him up on the offer to be target practice? You? No. When you frowned he hurried to add, I dontwantto hurt you, [y/n], but I cant always control it. A man needs his best friend, especially after being apart for seventy years three years prior to this day. You spilled milk in my cereal. You stared down at your cereal that the milk was still pouring into. Steve looks up and his mouth falls open when he sees you standing there. Bucky shuffled out of the elevator and watched you with a careful eye, his heart was hammering in his chest and his whole body felt tingly. content in the future. These people, theyre just like me, running fast and alone, but were running fast and alone together. It was always an excuse to be near Bucky, anyway. Whatre you doing? He repeated his question, refusing to answer yours. My hiatus is over, I'm gonna try to write . In an instant his hands were on you, gripping your upper arms so tightly, you were sure bruises were forming. Shes a good friend of mine. That was apparently, a very poor choice of words. They say eyes are the window to the soul and the last thing you wanted was Bucky Barnes to know you. You followed quickly behind him, trying to keep up with his long and fast strides. Some dude who loved this hammer andoh wait. Its go time, I have to stretch, you have to stretch, cmon Clint lets stretch! As you stepped up to make word on your promise, Steve jumped up to split the two of you apart. He met her through Sam, at some party. His eyes flickered to the window again, and you had half a mind to close it shut. You loved being up here with nothing beneath your feet and hardly any sound at all. He had cut his hair short and damn was it attractive. Flowers? It felt as if Steve was all he had sometimes, and he never wanted to let go of Steve ever again. And even though he didnt as much as glance at the door, keeping his eyes on you, you knew he must have been considering it. We have to hurry or Mr. Stark will be mad at you for being late again." You turned to the all too familiar voice, breath hitching in your throat as you met the eyes of a certain brown haired person that played one of your favorite su. You reached out for Tonys hand and squeezed it tightly. Bitch Im Madonna! The two of you froze and turned to look at each other from across the room, you both pointed one finger at the other and shouted it as loud as you could before unfreezing and getting back to dancing. He would just have to wait and see. You knew by taking Steves hand youd turn your b, Note: the reader here is an Agent that frequently works with the Avengers. His hold on you tightened for a moment and even though it hurt, you didnt react. Even if it means going to extreme measures.. Dont blame yourself, youre not the one who caused the mess in the first place. Sam squeezed your shoulder. Buckys features were twisted in agony, his face scrunched up and sopping wet as he cried out a groan pulling you to safety and yanking you into his arms. Y/N, Im begging you, let me help, let me love you so thoroughly youll never question if you matter again. You opened your eyes, feeling the weight shift to the other side of the scale, questioning whether this was the right decision. I know. Tony shrugged his shoulders before moving on. Peter did call you later like he said he would, but you ignored him. Nothing in your life had ever reassured you that you were worthy of that type of love, that your life meant enough to accept it. Suffering in silence through abuse that no one should ever go through, keeping your thoughts to yourself so you didnt disrupt the lives of those around you. Y/N can always count on Bucky to turn a disappointing evening around. Headed to death with nowhere to lay low to avoid being caught by the men wanting to finish the job, you gamble your life by seeking sanctuary with the one person from your past who had let you go. You were the one person she was counting on most at the moment and you failed her. Seconds the best, sorry I dont make the rules. This time he groaned, and you could hear him taking a couple steps towards you, so you took a couple steps forward. Even with his cocky and outgoing self showing, deep down he was still insecure and on edge. Please, he said finally, having to choke his words out. "Please, forgive me, I love you," he muttered softly. So today was a real treat to have everybody sitting down at breakfast. Even though it hurts, I need to do it.. There was so much more that made your heart pump with excitement and your happiness grow high. Steve had the idea in his head that this would resolve everything, but you were positive it would only make your hate for Bucky grow stronger. He tried to interact with her, but since they got off to a rough start every little thing he did seemed to get under her skin. Are you gonna eat that? Clint pestered Steve, his eyes trained on the poptart that Steve was inches away from putting in his mouth. Howve you been? Ultron laughed seeing a Stark in pain. And I will get what I want." He lets go of your head, tossing it from him and stepping away from you. Yes, well, this is important. It is a well known that Bucky Barnes is head over heels in love with you. He held your body so tight against his that you thought the force would crush your bones. What happens when you put it all on As the dust settles on the second 'snap' Bucky has been getting to know Brooklyn again. His whole body froze and felt tight yet excited as your eyes scanned his entire body. All of a sudden the thing in the corner ran out and slithered passed you legs so it could hide under the stairs. You shifted your hand in his, moving to where you were the one cradling his hand and squeezed the tips of his fingers tightly. He was so close that could smell the way he smelled like musk and lemons. The feeling of wanting to die? You remembered Steve had read you in on it in the first place because he planned to force you to do this with Bucky. Warning(s): Profanity, Violence You could feel a blush tinting on your cheeks and you were hoping the dimly lit room stopped it from showing. He kept reassuring you that he loved you, promising to take care of you and to take you away for a while. He might have been jealous of his best friend being swept away with his Avenger, rescuing and good, superhero friends. 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